Probably a very different post than all my others but it needed to be said.
In the middle of this year, in June, the first one of my two guinea pigs, Lexi, died after a hard fight against a liver desease. More than two weeks I tried everything to prevent her from dying...with no luck. On 25/06/2011 I put her to sleep forever. It was for the best, I couldn't see her hurt.
After that, Dani, my other guinea pig stayed alone. I tried to find a new 'friend' for her but again...with no luck. For a short time we had a little guy named Tony...but she didn't like him and he was too fascinated into her. Well...didn't worked.
So she stayed alone.
Half a year we were alone but still together. Then, last week on Thursday, 22/12/2011 we had a rountine check up at the vets. The doctor said, Dani needed an operation caused by a small stone which was in her bladder. I said yes and a day later I got her back. She looked fine. She ate fine. For me everything was fine. But I was nervous. And I had a right to be nervous. On christmas day Dani fell ill. Didn't ate anything. I went back to the vets and asked what to do. She said I needed to feed her by syringe. I did that. It didn't got better.
After a long fight, after two days of feeding her by syring day and night every two hours I brought her back to the vets. Asked for help. the doctor tried everything to make her feel better but finally she said there was no hope. On 27/12/2011 we put her to sleep. Other than with Lexi a few month ago I wasn't present at the 'final act'. I couldn't to it because the last time I felt so worse.
Now there's just me. No Lexi. No Dani.
Some of you will say...'hey, they're just pets...' but they weren't. They were my best friends at times and I loved them very much, whatever anybody else will say.
So...my two best friends, I hope you both found together once again...back there over the rainbow. I won't forget you and at some point I know we'll see each other again.
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